Hey, it's me....
Long time no see, yada yada yada...
I don't know (almost) anything anymore. Lots of things happening in my life right now, am so confusing, sometimes, most of the time, so stressed, sad, disappointed, kinda hopeless, and also sometimes depressed.
Don't worry, I'm fine, seriously, zero depressed thoughts.
The idea that currently runs through my mind lately, and has been for a while is the idea of running away.
But not in a dark way. It's literally run away, run away to another country.
I have an distant aunt who lives in Italy, and Italy it's just one of the country that I want to visit, and love so much.
The country, the culture, the food, oh the food... the place, the language (that I'm learning by the way).
She's not a distant aunt, I'm mean, she's distant because I grew up far from her... And we have like, amost zero contact.
So, that really makes it very difficult for me to just come up to her and say: Hey, auntie, I was thinking about going to stay with you there, in your house, in Italy, for indefinitely, and also, can you pay for my ticket? and also maintain while I'm there? Food, clothes, transportation, and everything else I need?!
Because yeah, I am kinda broke.....
But you know, I am alive, I have a roof (not mine) over my head, food to eat, and a few other things....
I'm just trying to live by some mottos like: I don't have everything I want, but, I want everything I have. And also: Be thankful for the things you have while you pursue the things you don't have.
I had other things to write here, but this text is already big enough for you to read and me to write, so, stay tuned, maybe I won't forget to write again, and maybe I'll have the will to do it, because that's the most difficult for me.
Also, got any ideas about a signing for me?
Like the "xoxo Gossip Girl".
If you didn't get the reference, go watch, the show, seriously, go watch.
I comand you, it is an order, go watch Gossip Girl.
Hahaha, yeah, I don't have that power. (Not yet at least hehe)
Byeeeee
