Being a blogger/vlogger

 So, I think, that I was talking about this in one of my most recent posts.
About being a vlogger.

You know, I'd really like to be on my phone all the time, just recording my life, ans posting it.

Not in a vicious, have nothing do it with my life kinda way, but to live off of this, because you know people do make a living out of this right?

But I just can't you know, I am shy, I don't have the courage to do that, and also, my life is not that exiciting. My life is, kanda boring. I mean, not boring, just, a normal everyday life.

I think that you'd all be bored in two days, tops.

And also, like I said, I don't have the courage to do it, so, it'd be hard for me to even try it.

 

Update...

No, I didn't forget again, nor did I vanished.
Still here. 
Thank God.

Some days I feel good, really good, and some days I feel bad, really bad.
I've got some projects that I really need to work on, and right now I'm feeling a bit optimistic, hopeful.


I've been stucked on some bad habits, more like a bad routine.
Not doing anything bad or ilegal, please do not get me wrong haha.
Just an easy, confortable and not at all productive rotine. So, trying to change that.
Little by little, trying to change that.
So, this is it for now, I guess.


Ps: I still need to speak about some stuff that I started talking about on the previous post, I just don't remember what it is haha... But I'll get to that, just not sure when, but I will.


See you soon people.

I'm back. I think.

 Hey, it's me....

Long time no see, yada yada yada...

I don't know (almost) anything anymore. Lots of things happening in my life right now, am so confusing, sometimes, most of the time, so stressed, sad, disappointed, kinda hopeless, and also sometimes depressed.

Don't worry, I'm fine, seriously, zero depressed thoughts.

The idea that currently runs through my mind lately, and has been for a while is the idea of running away.

But not in a dark way. It's literally run away, run away to another country.

I have an distant aunt who lives in Italy, and Italy it's just one of the country that I want to visit, and love so much.

The country, the culture, the food, oh the food... the place, the language (that I'm learning by the way).

She's not a distant aunt, I'm mean, she's distant because I grew up far from her... And we have like, amost zero contact.

So, that really makes it very difficult for me to just come up to her and say: Hey, auntie, I was thinking about going to stay with you there, in your house, in Italy, for indefinitely, and also, can you pay for my ticket? and also maintain while I'm there? Food, clothes, transportation, and everything else I need?!

Because yeah, I am kinda broke.....

But you know, I am alive, I have a roof (not mine) over my head, food to eat, and a few other things....

I'm just trying to live by some mottos like: I don't have everything I want, but, I want everything I have. And also: Be thankful for the things you have while you pursue the things you don't have.

I had other things to write here, but this text is already big enough for you to read and me to write, so, stay tuned, maybe I won't forget to write again, and maybe I'll have the will to do it, because that's the most difficult for me.

Also, got any ideas about a signing for me?

Like the "xoxo Gossip Girl".

If you didn't get the reference, go watch, the show, seriously, go watch.

I comand you, it is an order, go watch Gossip Girl.

Hahaha, yeah, I don't have that power. (Not yet at least hehe)

Byeeeee

Seeing things through a pic

Sometimes, if not most of the times, we don’t like what we see.

It happens all the time actually, at least with me, it does.

Falling in love...

So, here we are again. As adults (or trying to).

To talk about the struggles of adulthood.

And this time we are gonna talk about falling in love.

Ela...

Ela é uma adulta e uma criança ao mesmo tempo.
Foi obrigada a amadurecer muito cedo, rápido demais.
Não sabia quem era nem quem deveria ser.
Era quem os outros queriam que ela fosse.

New year resolution...

My new year resolution starts today!

Yes, why not?